Monday, June 12, 2006

Frequently Asked Questions

As a toddler, I wondered so many things.
I asked so many questions--like "bakit may lumalabas na hangin sa tabo pag nilulubog mo sa timba?" or "bakit parang invisible ung daliri ko pag tinapat ko ito sa isa kong mata?"...

Yes, objective questions, of which I gradually learned how to answer...

But now, as I grow older and become deep...
I often ask myself "why some people are just plain numb?!" or "why is there a need to lie?" or "Why do some people just don't get 'IT'?!"

or

"Paano mo tutulungan ang isang taong, ayaw naman tulungan ang sarili niya?"


Yes, just like the saying, "Paano mo hahanapin ang taong ayaw naman magpahanap sayo?"... But it just strucked my mind i don't know just three days ago or maybe two thinking about my "serious", "matter-of-life-and-death" situation.

Pano kung isang miyembro ng pamilya niyo e onti na lang ang nalalabing panahon sa mundo? (Believe me, it's really hard for me to write this, but I gotta let it out somehow...) Tapos ung taong iyon, imbes na gumawa ng paraan upang gumaling, e tila tinatanggap na lang ang problemang dumating--meaning, walang ginagawa...?

I mean, I've been praying so hard... really, really hard... I go to the chapel once I arrive in school just to pray... and sometimes, I wonder, "will God answer my prayers, if that person isn't doing anything?"... I know its bad to doubt God...but I'm not doubting--I'm wondering...Because I know that what God wants for us is to be happy and taking that very special person from me will of course make me "miserable" I know....






















Please, pray for my Dad...I just love him soooo much....

2 Comments:

At 8:22 PM, Blogger that girl said...

we're all here praying with you, marcia..


nandito lang kami para sayo. :)

 
At 11:59 PM, Blogger Nice said...

salamat.

 

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