Wednesday, January 24, 2007

The Killers/ kilig factor attacks me!!

Mr. Brightside by The Killers

I'm coming out of my cage
And I’ve been doing just fine
Gotta gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I’m falling asleep
And she’s calling a cab
While he’s having a smoke
And she’s taking a drag
Now they’re going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it’s all in my head
But she’s touching his—chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me go

I just can’t look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
‘Cause I’m Mr Brightside

I’m coming out of my cage
And I’ve been doing just fine
Gotta gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I’m falling asleep
And she’s calling a cab
While he’s having a smoke
And she’s taking a drag
Now they’re going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it’s all in my head
But she’s touching his—chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me go

I just can’t look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibi
But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
‘Cause I’m Mr Brightside


I never...I never...I never...


You know how it is when you get kilig right?! The feeling is different...

My niece (who is older than me, btw) told me that when you're a lot older, kilig factor fades and what changes is the "lust"... Let me make this clearer...
In highschool, we always base our relationship in the kilig factor as I said. We always want that happy, bubbly feeling inside us... that feeling that always make us blush--make our cheeks pink rather, when we see our crushes, or say, "he looked pass my way" or "he smiled at me!"... Those thoughts, according to this niece of mine, fades as we grow older... And as we venture into our later teen years, after highschool, we begin to magsawa. The kilig feeling fades and it changes into lust...or sex...

She told me that, that is the next big step for a "mature relationship":to work... I disagree. I don't know but it doesn't make sense..If the kilig feeling fades, then sex should fade to... I mean if the kilig factor easily fades because of almost everyday-same-feeling to the point that it makes you puke, then sex might have the same effect. Lets face it, only the guys wants it and the girls are the ones who gets easily sawa with the mushiness of their boos. So, what the guy initiates is to take the next level... right?!

right.

I guess, I would never understand the idea of that being the basis of their relationship, ika nga niya, "'Yun na lang ang nagdadala sa relationship namin eh... You can't blame me. I also like it. 'Yung mga kilig-kilig na yan, nawawala yan pag tumatanda ka na..."

And I guess, only until i experienced it, then would i have understand... Maybe i would agree or still, I would disagree... They have their own opinions and so far, I have mine. I stick to it like the mightybond. super glue...

For me, it depends... I still get kilig... It's better than "lust"... I should say... Yes I've had my fantasies(I'm a virgin, I'm a virgin, mind you!!!!!), but i would prefer the kilig feeling...Maybe when I know I'm responsible enough to engage in that kind of act--when I'm financially stable, emotionally and spiritually prepared and when I've had my joys of single life.

In fact, kinikilig na ko ngayon kasi may nagbukas ng friendster profile ko whom i never expected to open it... damn... haha... si _ _ _ _ _ ....

It's so fun to have a not-so-serious crush... I like him.. I know him, but not personally... I haven't had the guts to talk to him in person.... I don't know if he had seen me in school, I hope he does... But him opening my profile and duh, if he opened it, it just means that he viewed my pics and read my profile... OMG.. this kilig feeling I sooo much miss....


Friday, January 05, 2007

I HATE YOUR GUTS...

There are lots of pea-brained people running around EARTH! And I'm really glad that I'm not one of those "peeps" that doesn't appreciate the things they have!!! I came across the blog of this person I know (I won't mention the name), who complained how her day was so tiring after following a mambabalut for 4 hours.

Yes, I agree it is tiring. But did you even consider how tired that man was? What I mean to say is, he did not complain about anything, and yet he was carrying that heavy load for more than 4 hours everyday!! While YOU complain about walking for 4 hours( I bet you were complaining in your thoughts!)... and you weren't carrying same load he has. You didn't want to experience the hardship the mambabalut is going through...

ARGH!! YOU PEOPLE MAKE ME SICK!!!.

Just because you're blessed, doesn't mean you have to cherish it all on your own...

Whatever happened to the saying, "SHARE YOUR BLESSINGS!"...

Demmet!! You only saw the negative things it did to you--how your feet hurt, how tired you were after the long walk... dammit!!!!!!

You make me sick!!!!